3 Years

It’s been 3 years today since sangeetha passed away....we all call her sangu....she’s moms brother’s kid.....and she was only 5 years old..... I remember appa waking me and chech up at 4 or 5 in the morning, I was too sleepy to see the expression on his face....he shakes us up and says “sangeetha died” that woke us up and I was confused, I was like “sangeetha aunty or...” “our sangu ...” he says...chech gets up and I just went back to sleep.....i figured it was just a bad dream and when I get up she’ll be still alive(chech was pretty mad at me...yikes..)when I got up later I saw mom cryin.....i figured it wasn’t a dream.....

The next few days went in a blur....the saddest I can remember. I didn’t remember her(sangu)that well cause we saw her last when she was a year old or something....so we didn’t exactly know her that well....im not sure if I should regret not knowin her or....( u can guess rgt?...) and we were all really looking forward to seeing her that summer....

They were a perfect family....shattered in an instant ....she also had a smaller brother sanjay ( we call him sanju...) I had completely forgotten that today was that damn day...even chech had forgotten, I had called chech today to tell her that my English exam went well and also to ask how her English exam was( her exams started today) that’s when mom picks up the other phone and reminds us......

Come to think of it chech was havin her Xth English boards this very day....the day it happened....guess it was pretty hard for her ....i feel weird....crap.....